I don't want this weekend to eeeeeeeeeeeeeeend!

The title for those that don't know is from Rebecca Black's Friday song. Which is probably one of the worst written songs ever. Second maybe only to ANYTHING written by the Black Eyed Peas. But. Unfortunately it is one of the most catchy- gets stuck in your head tunes I have ever heard in my life. Ugh. There are some Fridays I literally wake up to this song in my head lol.

Anyways. It is indeed not Friday but Saturday and I hope everyone had an amazing 4th of July weekend. I ended up having quite a bit of fun. This last week was insanity at work. Yay for volunteering for overtime. But when I came in on Tuesday I got awarded a top performer award for the month of June! Yay me! I am proud of myself. And excited. I also got card for reaching 100% client goal for the month! AND I won a chance to work overtime. I am glad. I need the hours. I love working overtime cause I get paid more. However I hate overtime cause I feel like I never have energy or time to do anything and I miss my church peeps. I miss my Ash-a-ley and my godchild. I missed her 1st birthday and her present is still in my possesion and its been almost a month now. Ugh.

Tomorrow I am headed to Adventureland with Geek who is trying to get out of the doghouse and earn my trust again... Last year he stood me up for Adventureland so this I guess is a way he can make it up to me. He took me out to dinner Friday night and that was really nice. I wore a little black dress and we made a super cute date night out of it. As much as I used to give him a hard time about not going out much though... I still think I like evenings like what we are currently enjoying better. He is watching Futurama on his computer and I am typing this up and listening to a trance mix off of YouTube. We are "hanging out" but not really doing anything. Sometimes though... just knowing that someone is around is nice. We are not dating but he is still my best friend. And the person I enjoying hanging out with the most.

People have been asking me lately if he is the person that I see myself marrying... and sometimes I feel the answer is yes. I could see myself marrying him in a red and white wedding dress in October with a bouquet of roses and crystals. But at the same time... I can imagine a life without him. I could see so many ways how this won't work. Part of me really really wants it to though. Despite the parts of me that tell me I should just let it go... I can't. He is the first person I have ever loved and given my heart to. I feel like I belong with him...And then I remember how much he has hurt me. How am I supposed to believe his promises? So many times he has given me empty promises. How can I know that he means it when he says "I promise"? You know?

Anyways. I am PUMPED about tomorrow anyways.

<3
Andrea




Apparently Rebecca Black's label or whatever removed her official video so here is Glee's remake of it. Which is actually decent lol.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=doCOTTDKIWQ&feature=related

Early this time!

I happen to KNOW that I will not be able to post on Sunday cause it is going to be such a crazy weekend... but instead of posting late like I would normally.... I decided to post early. 

I wish I had good news to tell you but I don't.

Geek and I are no longer dating. Something came up and I just think for right now being friends is the best thing. We are still going to talk and stuff. But I just think we need to figure out what is important and focus on ourselves maybe.

Work is going good though. We are training for something new next week so that will be interesting.

I still have no money and I still have no place to live come the 9th. I have no idea what to do with that.

Umm. WHO IS EXCITED FOR FIREWORKS?! MEEEEEEEEE! I love fireworks. I am going to see some tonight. And some Sunday night.. probably. And I MIGHT be shooting some with my Bible Study Monday. Then it's back to work. Lol.

OMG. I can not believe it is soooo close to my birthday. And that I am turning 23. No thanks.

SO! You all have a fun and safe 4th!!! Happy Fourth of July ya'll!