These are the feelings I felt when I walked into the apartment that I hope to rent. It is amazing. It's teensy. Like, itty bitty tiny. BUT. It has 18 FOOT CEILINGS. No joke. SO even though it's itsy bitsy, it doesn't feel that way . Which is super nice. I really want this place so much. I know that it would be so good for me to have. It's so small that I will have to live a minimalist lifestyle. Which is necessary sometimes. Especially for someone who is a massive packrat like me. I have enough clothes to clothe an entire homeless camp. And enough stuff to... well I just have a lot of stuff. So getting rid of a lot of it will be great for me. I need to depend less on stuff anyways. I have a bunch of books I am sure some library would love to have. I think I am going to give away/sell most my stuff and books and stuff. I think then I am just going to buy myself a Kindle or a Nook or something so that I will have that instead of a bunch of books lying around that I have read once and will probably read again at some point but not anytime soon. I will probably write down all the books I have. Obviously I am going to keep some of the books that I have.
Anyways. Prayers would be nice. Work keeps cutting my hours... I applied for unemployment for the hours that they are not giving me... but I need 395x's two by July 9th. I need 200 dollars ASAP to lock in my apt. Of course, I know that if it's God's will it will happen.. I try not to worry but sometimes I can't help it.
In other news. I am going to be rocking a side pony for a while. I think it's adorable and I love it. I happen to not care if everyone thinks its out of style and weird. I love it and the way it looks. So. If you see me... I will probably have my hair up in such a style. Lol.
Love you all!
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omg, i just wrote this epic comment and my computer blue screened. but this time, im not gonna write a half ass comment just because my computer screwed me over again.
so here i go again.
First of all, fyi when i comment on this blog i am also commenting on "All things are possible". You will not see me comment on that blog. so yeah.
Second, did anyone tell you that you are a great writer. I really think your great at it. Have you ever thought about being an author? my guess is probably, but i bet it's really hard to make money doing that career. So again, yeah... but i think your really good and your writing is very entertaining to read.
Ok, so i think that its great that you are wanting to make a change in your life. NOT ONLY DO YOU WANT TO MAKE A CHANGE, BUT YOU ARE MAKING A CHANGE. AND I THINK THAT SPEAKS VOLUMES, NOT ONLY ABOUT YOURSELF, BUT ABOUT WHAT PEOPLE CAN DO FOR THEMSELVES.
THAT IS WHY YOU INSPIRE PEOPLE. BECAUSE SEEING YOU MAKE A CHANGE IN YOUR LIFESTYLE SHOWS OTHER PEOPLE THAT THEY CAN MAKE A CHANGE IN THEIR LIFE TOO. THEY DO NOT HAVE TO BE A COUCH POTATO FOREVER, AND THEY HAVE THE ABILITY TO REACH DEEP DOWN INSIDE AND MAKE A CHANGE IN THEIR LIFE.
I GUESS WHAT IT REALLY BOILS DOWN TOO, IS THAT IF YOU CAN DO IT, THEN OTHERS CAN DO IT... I MEAN I DON'T MEAN THAT LITERALLY OF COURSE, I THINK THAT ITS HARD WORK TO MAKE A LIFESTYLE CHANGE LIKE THAT, BUT ITS JUST TAKING NOTE THAT IF ONE PERSON CAN TAKE ON THAT GREAT CHALLENGE, THEN OTHERS CAN AS WELL, THEY JUST NEED TO FIND THAT MOTIVATION.
WHICH BRINGS ME TO ANOTHER POINT THAT INSPIRES ME, AND PROBABLY OTHERS AROUND YOU AS WELL. YOU DECIDED TO MAKE A LIFESTYLE CHANGE, BUT WHAT IS YOUR MOTIVATION FOR DOING SO. IM NOT TALKING ABOUT JUST WANTING TO WORK OUT AND EAT HEALTHIER, BUT ALSO THE FINANCIAL ASPECT OF YOUR LIFE AND STEPPING OUT OF YOUR COMFORT ZONE TO TALK TO STRANGERS.
WHO IS HELP PUSHING YOU TO THE NEXT STEP. I HAVE MY FAMILY TO HELP KICK MY ASS EVERYDAY, AND MAKE SURE I AM DOING WHAT I AM SUPPOSED/NEED TO BE DOING. FAMILY FOR ME IS A STRONG MOTIVATING FACTOR. I PROBABLY WOULDN'T BE DOING AS WELL AS I AM WITHOUT MY FAMILY TO HELP PUSH ME AND PUSH ME AND PUSH ME.
YOUR LIFESTYLE CHANGE SEEMED TO START WITHIN YOU, AND INTERNAL MOTIVATING FACTOR... BUT THEN AGAIN TO MAKE A LIFESTYLE CHANGE I GUESS NO ONE CAN DO IT FOR YOU, YOU HAVE TO DO IT YOURSELF. ITS JUST AMAZING THAT YOU HAVE THE DESIRE TO PUSH YOURSELF TO THE NEXT LEVEL, TO ALWAYS WANT TO BETTER YOURSELF. TO SEE YOUR FLAWS AND WANT TO IMPROVE ON THEM AND TAKE CONTROL.
I HOPE YOU STICK WITH IT, IM EXCITED TO HEAR ABOUT THE RESULTS.
FYI, MY KEYBOARD IS ON ALL CAPS LOL, I ALL THE SUDDEN DIDN'T START YELLING ALL THIS, HEHE
GOOD LUCK AND GOD BLESS
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