Grief

I know that it has been a long time since I have actually posted. But I need to let something out.


Something happened ot me on Monday and I feel like my whole world tilted wrong. Like all of the sudden if I made one wrong move I was going to topple off. I can't tell you what it is to protect the privacy of the people involved.. but lets just say that I am sad. I feel alone. I feel guilty. I know there was nothing I could have done... I am sorry for being so cryptic but it's the way it has to be.

It made me think about emotions really. How so often I lie to myself about how I feel and stuff. And how am I supposed to write in this blog about how I feel if I don't even let people know the truth about how I feel? How am I supposed to expect peopel to help me if they don't know what I am feeling?