Teardrops on My Nose and Eyelashes

If snowflakes on my nose and eyelashes are one of my favorite things, then teardrops on my nose and eyelashes are a few of my least favorite things. I also hate the way tears leave those awful spots on my glasses.

The first thing you should know, is that I cry all the time. I cry a lot. It's part of how I release emotions. I throw stuffed animals, punch my bed, cry and hyperventilate. I take hurt very seriously. I get hurt very easily too. And its not just that I get hurt. I get heartbroken. If SOMEBODY says they might come over and then I don't hear from them for 9+ hours, I get heartbroken. I hate being ignored. I hate being left hanging.

And goodness sakes. I have had such a stressful week. All I wanted was a couple of chill nights with SOMEONE and not have to worry about anything for a weekend. Get a hug from that person. Cause I felt like I haven't gotten to hang out with them or spend quality time with them since New Years.

But instead I spend my Saturday night home alone and bawling. Story of my life.

Hopefully tomorrows entry will be more cheerful.