heartbreak warfare

Well. The thing I wanted most not to happen, happened.
Sorry the post is the next day but I really was in no condition to blog yesterday.  I had to go over to Geek's place yesterday to get my stuff. And we got to talk which was better than what I feared was going to happen when I went over there. As far as break ups go... this one wasn't as bad as the rest. Sure he broke my heart by pretty much telling me he doesn't have feelings for me anymore, that nothing is there anymore. And if he meets another girl... well whatever happens happens. But that was the worst of it. The rest of the conversation went really well,I think. We agreed that in time we can be friends. And that we can still talk. And maybe when I get my crap together things will change. Maybe this isn't forever.
I don't blame him for breaking up with me. I really don't. I just hope its not forever. But I do have a lot of crap that I need to do in my own life. Get a job. Focus on it. Stuff like that.

So I went to Ames last night to hang out with my best friend Joe. I had a super good time. I maybe drank too much beer but eh. Life goes on. Anyways. Gotta go get ready to head back to Ankeny. Just wanted to let everyone know whats up.